Rediscovering Me

I left my son playing with hubby this morning & he has such an infectious laugh - you can't help but to smile when you hear him laugh. He is a wonderful present to us. Was perfectly content with my 2 lovely girls & life was going along fine. I was actually contemplating getting my tubes tied - take away all the hassles of contraception - but had delayed acting on it as it was a busy time at the office. Was feeling tired, kept thinking it was because of the work & my late nights, either working or having drinks with friends. Found myself falling asleep at the traffic lights while driving home one evening when I remembered the last time I felt this kind of tiredness was when I was pregnant. Hmmm, could it be? Didnt think so but I did have a pregnancy test kit at home from the last time. So, when I got home, i tested, but definitely not prepared for the positive result. Started hyperventilating! Called hubs but he didnt pick up. So, called my younger sis, crying over the p...